Dont you just hate it when people act like they expect you to be perfect?

It's annoying.
Beacuse deep down, everyone knows that nothing is perfect in this world.
Not even robots are perfect.
If you ever met someone who is so perfect without any fault, run away.
Something is definitely wrong.

And for those who rants on and on about how perfection can be achieved, utter bullshit.
Dont shit yourself.

If you think you're so perfect, you must be a barbie doll.
But even barbies arent perfect, no, they melt when they get too close to fire.
Yes, plastics melt.
If you're so perfect, you're total plastic.
It's no wonder you dont have a heart.
Boo you.

Trust is hard to come by these days.
Everyone lies.
I lie.

But when someone whom you trust whole heartedly betrays that very last essence of your trust, you know that you're never gonna trust anyone that way ever again.
Just one small act of betrayal could change a person's life in many ways.
And when someone lies in your face over and over again, that layer of trust deteriorates and disappears, just like water on rocks.
White lies are still lies.
Lying with good reason is still lying.
Not saying anything is lying as well.
It's worse when you lie and make up lame excuses for it.
Even worse when you lie, after ive already known the truth.

When you lie so much, you end up with nothing and nobody around you.
For you're just too caught up in your little web of lies.
And one day, you will realize that lying doesnt work for you anymore.
No matter what you say, no one will believe you.
It's a lesson out of a preschool story, 'The Boy Who Cried Wolf'.
Read it, and re-evaluate yourself.

I should stop lying to myself, really.
Sometimes, i wonder if you're even worth it.

When all i wanted is to trust you and gain your trust, you seem to make me lose my faith in you.
Over and over again.
I guess some traits in a person can never be changed, ever.
Such as, lying.

Life goes on.

TAGGED by KARLA

Like any tag, it comes with a set of rules. In this case, the rules are as follows:
. state 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself
. The 10 people I tag are to then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.
. No tag backs (as in once ive done this, please dont tag this exact tag again. pls n tenkius.)

Enjoy my weird doings, my habits and my facts

1. I love the color black to death.
Ever since the birth of the universe, black has always been an essential part of everything. 
And its useful for many things; like the slimming effect it has, the ultra sexy aura it gives off, disguising in the dark, etc.
I love black!

2. I am left handed.
I used to think i was really weird when im the only one in kindergarten writing with my left hand.
But then an old uncle told me i was special, and i was very happy. :)
Until i started highschool and realized im not alone being special anymore.
And the magic of a lefty just wore off.

3. I have great love for my hamster.
Every little furry ball that i ever owned actually.
How can anyone resist a cute little furball?

4. I can be really nasty if i wanted to.
I was like the nastiest girl in primary school. (seriously, ask leng)
If it wasnt for someone who actually 'tamed' me, i might be nastier now.

5. I own a mask that has my smile on it. 
Yes, i dont show my true emotions.
Im good at hiding them.
Only a few people can recognize my mask.

6. I do believe in Karma.
What goes up definitely must come down.
Ive seen karma happening too many times to not believe it.
In fact, i believe in karma more than i believe in ghosts.

7. Ive not had unpolished nails ever since i graduated from form 5.
Yeap, since i graduated, my nails have been painted one color after another.
And repainted over and over again.
Up till now.

8. I should count my blessings.
Not that i live a fabulous life that i could have wanted to but i live a pretty good life.
Great family, great friends; minimal complications.
Studying something i love, doing things i love.
I really should start counting now.

9. I love to argue.
If things are too smooth, something is wrong.
I need to pick a fight whenever things are too mundane.
I argue alot because one way or another, i always win and winning feels good.
Then again, i think there's something wrong with me.

10. I am seriously vain.
Many people dont know that cos i dont act that way.
But trust me, i am vain as hell.

11. Im a damn convincing actor.
Many times, my drama skills have saved my ass.
i believe it to be my secret weapon.
Usually that's how i get what i want, my way.

12. I love the smell of cucumber and aloe vera.
Yes, like ever since i started using the St. Ives lotion.
Im freaking addicted to that smell.

13. I never regret.
No matter how bad my choices are, or how much i say i regret, in my heart, i NEVER regret.
Im glad that all my choices have made me what i am today, and im damn proud of it.
No regrets.

14. I HATE pigeons.
Seriously, they're like everywhere like some sort of contamination.
And they have fugly pink legs with a matching hideous mole on their beak.
Can anyone say ewww?
Chickens are not any better either. They are fugly, disgusting, and delicious.

15. I am still battling my fats.
In my early days i was a fat kid. (Not obese, but chubby kinda fat)
In my primary school days, i was still fat.
I was chubby during my highschool years.
Chubby still during my first 2 years in college.
And now, im still chubby.
Bloody hell, can anyone help me get rid of my fats?
No, im not anorexic, im fat.


Thats all from me.


As for the 10 lucky (or unlucky) people I tag are:
1. Leng
2. JenJen
3. Jonathan
4. Michelle J
5. Kelvin
6. Sophia
7. Joel
8. Nushka
9. Christina
10. Whoever that're bored enough.